Life's Twist and Turns...... Its Amazing !!!!!!!!!!

Life is beautiful, life is fun.......

The way you live life is another way of expressing yourself.

Perhaps picture of a rose is a perfect example to express life.

It has got it all - beauty, fragrance, look, emotions, happiness and so on....

It has so many  beautiful ways to express itself...

And yet thats not all......

such a beautiful thing, so much expressive for happiness,,

it still has to be dependent on branches for support,

still looks for protection from thorns....

As it all was not enough, look at those petals.

such a beautiful thing but with so many TWIST AND TURNS.

Life could have been so simple but then these complexities add flavor to it.

Again life is like a rose....

At start its like a bud,

All hidden, nothing to be seen, nothing to be felt, far from danger.

With every moment it matures, into this beautiful journey called 

LIFE !!!!!!!!!

Initially small and strong,its simple and sweet.

in its journey forward, life emerges as a beautiful flower,

but with twist and turns, each added turn adds beauty to it,

the more complex life more learning it gets, more beautiful it gets.

More difficulty you faces, more clarity you get.

through each twist and turn you go through takes you to the inner self.

Finally it withers away with those twist and turns,

each of these twist shakes the strength,

How much you withstand, how much you try hard.

you fall by them, they shake up your strength.

We all face these twists in our life , 

we face them, we learn and we enjoy.

but with each passing turn, you twist your self 

and even if you feel strong after facing them but in the end it weakens you.

In the end you have beautiful petal like memories which you can carry along always.

Thats the integration which life and a rose has,

Beauty lies in the eyes of beholder- how true,

I jst kept them both in front of you,,,,,, JUST FEEL THE BEAUTY!!!!!

Far Far Away !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Far far away lies my dreams-

With nothing clear of what's going to happen next,
It seems that i am no different from the rest.



Some where deep inside me there is an urge to break free,
Free from expectations,Free from fears.
Free from thoughts and free from tears !!!!.

The Beautiful part of life is else somewhere,
and i seem to be running around people who really do not care !!!
The dark clouds of ignorance are all around,
my true path for sweet success is still not to be found.

Toiling around with ideas continues,
i am really trying hard but have still no clues.
The flowers will blossom and the darkness fade away,
i'll redeem my pledge and this phase too will pass away.

I have my dreamz and they will fulfill some day,
but for now they still are far far away !!!!!!!!!!!!!

BACK WITH THE HAPPY DAYZ :) :) :) :)

Time and around I feel left behind way ,
and the chance of revival seem less,
but there is still hope some where deep with in.

Cramped within my limits its too tough for me to say
but your smile gives me life - As if found water in between a desolated dessert,

Frowned by the ignorance all around,
i had lost myself.
To find  you seems nothing less than a miracle to me.
I can smile, I can laugh, I can feel emotions.
I am ME  once again !!!!

This life would go on for years,
Standing  on the shore of an ocean called life,
you get many stones,
many shells,
but getting a pearl was just my destiny..
just hoping that it wont go back to the oceans,
but stay with me !!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS FOR GIVING ME LIFE ONCE AGAIN !!!!!!!

THE IRONY OF LIFE

I am done with all my efforts, this is just not getting done.          
I have tried smiling for you, but its no more a fun.
I know that i am good at disguising, but not at your cost.
I am getting a feeling that you too will be lost.

The History seems to repeat itself,
but this time it just got worse,
with no one here to share my thoughts ,
it definitely hurts more.


Will definitely come out of this,
and make sure i am at my best.
With you or without you is the question
i am not thinking about the rest.




















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CHUDDI BUDDIES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To All My Friends
   Specially Niraj Kumar.......

They make you frown, they make you smile.

They make you cry, they make you laugh.    

" FRIENDS !!!! ", its one word that soothens each and every possible moment of disdain,

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  He is one person, together with whom you can take on the whole world.
• He is one without whom you are like dust in desert.

• With out him there is an empty corner within your heart
• He is that part of your mind, spirit, heart and soul without which you feel emaciated to core

This is one choice that is given to you,

one jewel for which you do not have to pay,

one shower of blessing without prayers,

one smile that is yours,

one eye that you can trust.

The trust that you have in him is impeccable --

his wallet is yours,his food is yours,

his sleep, his smile, his tears, his pain,

his happiness is yours

He is yourself !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE ART OF GOOD LIVING

Sitting in my room today, I just cared to remunerate about my last few days in so called " NEW HOME ".

I have been thinking -" what is life ? "- for some time now,
You get  new answers frequently, but the thirst quenching ones are those which you get from within.
Its like shooting stars which catches your attention when the sky is flooded with millions.
Its like the first sprinkle of spring , it happens only once.

" LIFE IS CHERISHING EVERY THING THAT HAPPENS TO YOU !!!!"     only if it had been so simple!!!!!!!!!


Believe me it is !!!!!,  just consider -->
So often we tell ourselves about things we do not have, but rarely we tell to cherish what ever we have.
every thing has a shelf life, and so what ever given to us will not last for ever.

Same is with happiness, it loosens if not felt.
Same is for affection, its lost if not expressed.
Similar is love, its lost if not respected.
Similar is friendship, if not remembered.


Every thing listed above has been given to us in abundance,
sometimes you ignore it or at times look over it,
And then comes the time when you look back and blame luck for all that-

" BUT LUCK IS SOMETHING WHICH FOLLOWS YOU, IT COMES OUT ONLY IF YOU LOOK OUT FOR IT "


I was lucky to have them all,
but for most of my life i have over looked them,
and now when i realize it, i have nothing with me but memories

I was the luckiest person born but,
here i am sitting in my room missing all that i had so far.......
:( :( :( :(

But as said - there is alway some thing that is given in return
and now its my turn t feel that hapiness, that affection, love and friendship once again
and thats what i call -- " THE ART OF GOOD LIVING "




(special thanks to manu khanna, for reminding me that i have something better than just sitting in my room)

JOURNEY TO SOLANCE via HEMKUNT SAHIB

THE MESSAGE COMES WHEN IT IS MEANT TO BE,

 TILL THEN ITS JUST IMAGINATION

Its something being told to us always, but i realised this on my recent visit to hemkunt sahib.

There i experienced various emotions which were earlier unseen in me

In the lap of Himalayas where the rule of nature still persists at large, i got to know the divinity around and how to acquire its sweet blessing..............................

        ..................... travelling to the elevated paradise - as the social ring around me minimized - i got a good deal of time to introspect, see what i have left behind so far and got a vision for the future.

Its not going to be a fruit of spirituality which i shall discuss nor do i intend to mention what i discovered of me, but a few already known ideas which we have been listening from the experienced fro a very young age, but to discover it myself is nothing less than some miracle.

The magical air around had already let loose the shackle of tiredness and stacks of worries - those which i had developed in last few years. The stretch took away all the lethargy in me, i was a fresh as i trekked the mountain all along the river growing ambitious and full of energy, with every bend of the river there was a new mood developing, with its fall from the cliff another sadness died. The green around you soothens you upto the soul and the blue lifts the head high. The only sound you heard was the tweets of birds to remind the sweet memories you have developed so far. 

Then there was I,  at the top there you feel connected to all the energy around. all rituals done it was time to plunge in the holy water and that i suppose was the magical moment. As i bowed down in the pond the water pulled out every thing ugly within, it was a moment of baptism - "what they call formating in cyber world". i took five dips , each giving me a reason - responsibility, accountability, ability to dream, ability to be passionate, happiness. WHAT A REVIVAL!!!!!!!

The stretch all the way took away all my lethargy, i was tired but still had energy to go on. On the way back i felt light and was flying with emotions. Those five dip - 

Each of it gave me a reason to go and pursue excellence..!!!!

With each step a promise was made , to me and to the one above all.........

A PROMISE TO KEEP................

TIME NEVER HALTS,, SO WHY ME!!!!!!

GETTING HALTED IS WHAT WE FEAR,

BUT IT'S TIME TO GET AHEAD.......

There is a fresh spur of blood in my body.

YES , i can dream once again.

Its not that the ones that i once cherished have now perished, but this emaciated soul had left them in some backyard.

But now its time to live them again!!!!

Its like the first beam of sun on kailash,

Its like the fresh drippings of the ganges,

Its like the blooming flowers after autumn,

Its like the first tweet of bird in the morning.

I breath fresh,

I see clearer,

I smell fragrance all around,

I sense success.

Its my hope, its my dream like those earlier ones i had...................

BUT NOW, IT'S IS MY MOMENT TO LIVE THEM!!!!!

LIFE IS A STRUGGLE ???????? FACE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT NOW !!!!!!!!

LIfe has always been give and take and the favourite sentence being -
" you take it , atleats it will remain with one of us"

so says the the brown haired fella  who lived at the corner of the street

" some days i'll fulfill my dreamz , lets today be his day"

" remember dear fella!! you have a strong heart, but he needs your allegiance today"

" forgive him, stay calm, she's innocently foolish, friends are forever, thats the way it goes........"

Ys but it has gone a bit too far.

                                                                 Wthout realizing u find urself way to behind in the race, and

                                                                 those who once along with u have gone too far.

                                                                 You  dont relize bt some where ur hand slipped,

                                                                 or may be shrugged away.

        Its never late !!!!!!!!!

Realize your dreamz and make way,

and u'll have what you deserved.